Lately it just seems like Justin Bieber isn’t feeling the spotlight like he once did! I mean, he doesn’t want to do meet and greets anymore to see the fans that support him! The closest you’ll get to a meet and greet with Justin Bieber is a cardboard cut out or a set of his official bed sheets. Then he decided that there would be no more photo opportunities for anyone at all! And then there’s this very depressing instagram post he put up following the BBMA’s.
I don't know about these award shows.. No disrespect to anybody at any of the shows or the people running it. Nothing but love for you guys and your support. But I don't feel good when I'm there nor after. I try to think of it as a celebration but can't help feeling like people are rating and grading my performance. A lot of people in the audience there to be seem worried about how much camera time they will get or who they can network with. When I'm doing a regular show I feel they are there for the right reasons and to strictly have a good time! But these award shows seem so hollow. I get the premise is to award people for their accomplishments, but is it really? Because when I look in the audience I see a bunch of fake smiles so that when the camera hits them they look happy. Sure there are people truly proud of others so I don't want to knock them I'm just looking at the vast majority. I just think to myself if I'm living my purpose I want the reward to be fulfillment. I'm getting awarded for the things that I'm doing and not for who I am which is understandable I know it would probably be hard to calculate and award someone's spirit lol. But When I do get these awards the temptation of putting my worth in what I do is so hard to fight!!!I am privileged and honored to be recognized by my peers in but in these settings I can't feel the recognition. There's an authenticity missing that I crave! And I wonder does anybody else.. Sorry not sorry about grammar it's not my strong point
Then there was this incident involving a young female who waited outside a hotel for Justin to show up for hours! She didn’t make the wisest choice of throwing a flag at him which nearly struck his face, and when he threw it to the grown, people again got on his case!
I mean… She did throw it at him! I can understand just kinda tossing that to the side… who knows what’s going on there! But lately it just seems that the Biebs isn’t feeling the fame anymore! I hope the guy finds what he’s looking for!
~ Dean @Valentine_1069.